``GRACE! (:

2012-01-19T01:02:00.003+08:00

Wow, blogger has a new layout. Haha. Okay that's not the point of my post.

Today was a really disappointing day for me. I encountered 3 things today which made me doubtful of what people claim to say. Is there, after all, not a single person who mean what they say on this Earth?

First thing I encountered: The dialogue session with the candidates running for Cabinet Council 2012. It was an utter disappointment. Not because nobody could answer the questions, it was because most of them didn't even want to try. You could see it in their faces. They struggle to find the perfect answer, and then they just give up and keep quiet while sitting on those chairs reserved for people with the ability and courage to lead the school. All of them say "I will do my very best", but they don't even try to answer the questions we pose to them. All of them say, "I am running for this cabinet council to serve you, to serve Rv." When someone asked a simple question, "What plans do you have to serve us?" Nobody answered. In fact, I think nobody could. When someone asked, "If it was not for portfolio, would you still have ran for the cabinet council?" and asked for an honest opinion, only a few stood up, only to give yet another politically correct answer. Did they really mean it, when they say they want to serve us? Or was this sentence just used as a platform, to get what they really want? If you really wanted to serve, you would have done some things for us already, and not wait till you need our "support" then claim you want to. And to those in the general SC for the past few years, you have done nothing in your past 3 years, how can we trust you will do something for us in a year's time? I was really very let down by this batch of candidates. I don't even know who I can vote for now.

Second thing I encountered: The award ceremony at Church yesterday night. So 26 people won awards yesterday, and those who didn't win felt like they were not recognised. In my 9 years there, every time before an event they will pray, and go, "We are doing this all for God, for his glory, to glorify his name." The prizes and awards did not matter then. So why is it starting to matter now? The award, it's a plastic trophy. It's material, it's tangible. Why does it matter so much, I don't get it. The leaders are always saying as long as you find happiness in the Lord when you are doing it, nothing else matter. So why are they so upset about a prized possession, a tangible reward, a.. cup? Doesn't God promise all your rewards will be in heaven when you serve him faithfully? I'm guessing you want to bring this award up to heaven when you die to show God you did that amount of things for him? Disappointed max. If anything, you people ruined the image of Christians I had. You showed me that you are human, you are greedy too. You think you deserved the prize? Yes I don't doubt the amount of effort you put in for the church, but hey, what about those who won? They deserved it too don't they? And in the first place, why did the church have such awards? Who are we to judge how much a person has given to this church, to God? Only God can do that. Only God knows what each and every one of has been through. So my question to you Christians out there is, when you say "I'm doing this for God", is it just a routine part of a prayer? Or did you really mean it?

Third thing I encountered: The pay review of the leaders in Singapore. I have read too many articles, to know if the leaders are doing this for the people or for the money. And so I shall not discuss this. I, however, really want to know. If the small amount of pay deters good people from coming to the political sector to serve, then wouldn't it be proven that our leaders are only serving because of the fat paycheck they get?

Too many things running through my mind.

I don't know how to tell if anyone means anything they say anymore.

2011-12-10T00:57:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! I just came back from Korea! :D And as you can see, it was snowing over there when I went. Hahaha. I actually ski-ed while it was snowing! Isn't that just exciting. ^^ But as fun as Korea was, it could never beat my experience on my school trip to Malang, Indonesia. (: In fact, I was so attached to Malang, I didn't even want to go Korea! You guys must think I'm nuts, wanting to give up Korea for Indonesia. But yup, Malang was THAT fun. ♥

My gang of friends. ♥ This was taken after we watched Breaking Dawn on the second day during our free time. The ticket was cheap, the cinema was so comfortable and the company was awesome. :D

This is my awesome buddy who let me stay at her house for 6 days! She's pretty, cute, funny and cool. What more can I ask? :D And Joycelyn and Lynn pointed out that she looks like a Penguin! Teehee, how adorable. I love you Khamila! ♥ :D

This is my other buddy, Riri! :D ♥ I didn't really get to interact with her because she was in charge of photography and ran around a lot. ): But still, she's so cute! ^^ Love her love her! ♥

I met these three awesome guys on the second day in Malang. From the top, we have Adit, Iqbal and Robhi. ♥ Hahaha, Adit is the chatterbox, so talkative, so cute. :D Iqbal is the cute captain of the badminton team who didn't really talk much (except to Joycelyn. Hahaha.) :D Robhi is the ultimate joker there. Love him so much and he's so nice to hug! :D All three of them are forever together, and forever making effort to join us even though they were not in the buddy list. Haha, love them so much. (: ♥

The cutest guy in our buddy team! Hahaha. Here's Gio! ♥ He's not only rich, he's funny and so sexy when he plays the saxophone. Woohoo! Hahaha. Single ladies, you know what to do. ;) He's the cool guy in our group, forever making us laugh too. ^^

And this is Gio's friend, Yavie! Cutest guy ever, hahaha. He skipped school to join us on our tour for the last three days! Tsktsk, bad boy. Hahaha. Met him for the first time at Gio's house which we played at on the third day. He kind of pushed me into the pool. Rawr. Hahaha. Yavie is forever eating and he can play the drum! LOL. Damn cute, love him! ♥

Feels obliged to put his picture in. Teehee. ^^v This is Luthfi! Also known as Goofy and Donald Duck. Hahaha. This guy only joined us on the last day of our trip! (Another stowaway of Gio's) He should have joined us earlier! ): Hahaha. He's the cutest ever! :P What more can I say? I love him! ♥ Hahahaha. (I thank God so much that none of the Malang people know of this blog's existence.)

I have so many more people to post of! But I really need to sleep now. ): Need to let my liver function properly so I can be properly detoxified, y'know. Rawrrr. I'll post a day-by-day experience soon! Followed by Korea! Although Korea's one will be a lot shorter. :P Goodbye and Goodnight! (:

P.S/ Our Malang friends are having their End of Year Examination tomorrow.

All the best to every one! God, please let them all pass with flying colours! :D ♥

2011-03-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

What Are Words - Chris Medina

Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
Anytime you whisper my name, You'll see,
Every single promise I'll keep,
'Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most,

What are words, If you really don't mean them when you say them,
What are words, If they're only for good times then they're done,
When it's love, yeah, you say them out loud, those words,
They never go away,
They live on,
Even when we're gone,

And I know an angel will say
Just for me and I know I'm meant,
To be where I am and I'm gonna be,
Standin' right beside her tonight,
And I'm gonna be by your side,
I would never leave when she needs me most,

I'm forever keeping my angel close.

This song was written by Chris Medina for his fiancee. He proposed to her two years ago, and not long after, his fiancee met with an accident, causing her to suffer brain damage and becoming nearly paralyzed. Still, he stood by her and showed true love towards her, never giving a second thought about marrying her.

This song made me cry. I'm a sucker for touching stories. Haha. Anyway, thought I would share it with you guys (I mean like, whoever who's STILL reading this blog. Hahaha.). Watch it and be touched! Anyway the song is really nice too. Heh. Pretty sure I heard it somewhere but I just can't put my finger on it. HMM. Ohwell, Enjoy! (:

2011-02-26T01:48:00.000+08:00

Ohmy. If Sharlene hadn't told me about updating my blog, I would have totally forgotten it's existence! Hahaha. Ohno, I feel so bad. Anyway, Sharlene you better be reading this, because you're probably the ONLY person reading it. Hahahaha. (:

TODAY WAS FREAKING AWESOME TO THE MAX. ♥

Finally all our efforts paid off. (:

From the 8 of us, to the 12 of us, to the 10 of us.

After soooooo much troubles.

WE DID IT. :D

Heeheehee. And I daresay our dance was the best among the rest! WHEE. I mean like, did you see how ingenious, brilliant and creative we were? WE ROCKED THE STAGE. :D

I was like, super nervous when we started dancing, my hand was totally trembling when I did "For You have". Hahaha. But we pulled it off! Yay! And I heard from Inez somebody wants to learn our dance! Happy Happy. :D

Too bad the recording is with Jasmine. Haha. Would love to see ourselves dancing. And Ohmygosh, Jasmine, ChaoZhong and Jeff were simply AMAZING. Jeff especially! During our 6pm practice, he still couldn't get half of the song. But when the competition started at 7.30pm, he was there and when they went up, he managed to pull it off! COOL OR WHAT. (:

Heh. Then today when I was coming home from school I saw WoonShin! :D

Mygosh, he's like super damn hot? Hahaha. Talked until he reached his stop.

It was super nice seeing him! Reminds me of the other seniors and made me miss them so much!

And WoonShin is from AirForce! So cool. After seeing him, I think Land Army people not shuai already. LOL. Opps. :X

Then throughout the day, received many little surprises. (For me, at least.)

Really really loved today. I mean like, there can only be such a fabulous day once in your entire life!

Hahaha. Hope every day will be like todayyyy. I feel so elated. :D

We should have given ourselves a name. Hahaha.

From Left to Right: Menghui, Kunseng, Kenwealth, Inez, Cassandra, Deborah, Grace, Melvin, Melvinder. ♥

(The shirts were supposed to form "I LOVE GOD".)

♥

2010-12-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

Loves. ♥

And this is what happens when you find your ultimate soulmate. LOL.

List of similarities we have:

1. We are both HALF a flatfoot.

2. We look for the same things in guys.

3. We think alike, like REALLY alike.

4. We board the same bus without making an appointment.

5. We talk to ourselves when we're alone.

6. We do really really stupid stuff. Hahaha.

7. We read each other's mind. (:

8. We don't like the same type of people!

9. We are both heavy sleepers. LOL.

10. We have the same reactions to a lot of things!

11. We both have really slow reactions. Hahaha.

And the list can go on and on. :D

3rd week into work already. Everything is still awesome. Except for the regular reprimanding by mean supervisors. There are so many fun and interesting things there. Aman is like, the epitome of single-oriented guys. Hahaha. He TOTALLY cannot multi-task. So funny. Seeing him take and keying in orders is a really interesting thing to do. (: And I'm like working every day. So I barely have enough time to sleep. Gosh. I can imitate a panda now.

There were so many wrong orders today! And I had to see all the untouched food go to the back of the kitchen where it will be thrown away. What a torture. Plus, I was on ice-cream runner duty today. I had to throw away 4 untouched Sundaes and 2 Chocolate floats. Oh gosh. Tried to kop one SCC sundae at the back with Suriani and Sheila, then kena caught by Supervisor. Siannn. Hahaha.And then there was this two people. They were making a big fuss because we didn't offer the same thing as the outlet in Vivo. So stupid luh, it's like, JUST PAY CAN A NOT. Not as if they cannot afford what. Who ask you go and assume it's like that. Tsk.

Did Station 2 with SinYing, Sheila and Fifi today. :D

So happy. Heehee. SinYing was so cute luh, we were like exchanging jokes. Hahaha. And she's super niceeee. Then Panny kept bullying her. LOL. I found out that SinYing and I have the same necklace! Just that hers is white and mine's pink. Heehee. Shall wear it to work tomorrow and show her. :D

I made a wrong order today! Okay I should explain, when you key in wrong order, you have to get the manager to void the item for you and tell the chef about it. The manager part is still okay, managers are awesome. But telling the chef is frightening. Somemore the main chef was the one cooking today! He scold other people like crap when they made wrong order. Made me so scared! AND IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT. The customer said "Salmon and Mushroom", there are two in the menu, one pasta, the other one baked rice. So when I repeated the order, I said, "One salmon and mushroom baked rice?" And she said Yes! Then when the baked rice came she said she ordered PASTA. Wthhhhh! Anyway I didn't dare to step into the kitchen. LOL. Then Nelson told the chef, "People scared of you ar." Hahaha. But the chef didn't scold me. Maybe because he saw how scared I was. LOL.

I had a damn suay morning today. Woke up late for work with my handphone dead because the battery was flat. NEVERMIND. Tried to call for a cab, hoping I still can make it in time, cab fully booked. NEVERMIND. Rushed down to the taxi stand, 4 taxis stopped, but didn't want to pick me up. NEVERMIND. Saw booking hotline for other cabs, but realised I left my phone at home because it was dead. NEVERMIND. Waited half and hour for a cab, to no avail. NEVERMIND. Decided to go take bus instead, missed the bus while walking to the bus stop. NEVERMIND. Took the bus to work, BUS BREAKDOWN.

Bloody hell, I swear the whole world is out to stop me from starting work on time.

Andddd. I made a pig mad today. ):

Can't he just give in?! Rawr.

He should come and find me if he had the heart anyway.

Stupid unromantic pig.

Parents want me to quit. But I really like working there.

Besides, how can I leave when I'm so emotionally attached?

Gahhs, don't know how. I'm just gonna go on my holiday. LOL.

Thinking about next year frightens me, a lot.

But for now, I shall just indulge in short-lived happy moments.

♥

2010-11-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

You've got to admit this is funny. :D

Think I'm deserting this blog soon. Hahaha. It's been a long time since I've updated, so I'm back for a little keep-track-of-my-world kinda moments. Feel free to skip. :D

First things first, got a job! And it's AWESOME. :D

The people there are really friendly and nice,

the bosses are hilarious to the max!

Everyone is like one bigggg family. :D

Met a lot of different people there,

and you really cannot judge a book by its cover! Heehee.

THINGS I LIKE ABOUT WORK:

1. The hilarious customers. Hahaha.

There was once when I worked, a customer called me and said, "Hello, your banana split the boat buy from KHAKI one is it?!" And she was supposed to be scolding me. Haha, it was difficult not to laugh in her face. Then when I went to check the order, Hazli was saying, "Eh eh, outside customer ask if we have TOBASCO sauce." Hahaha, burst out laughing.

And there was another time, I met a really gay customer. I mean, REALLY gay. When I brought the ice cream to him and lighted the candle, he did a really BIG gesture and went in a high-pitched voice, "AHHH!". Hahahaha. Funny like mad. And he hated Jings because she almost spilled something on him. LOL.

Ofcourse, there are really evil and horrible customers too. But they'll all really fun to serve. (:

2. The lovely people at work. :D

I love all my colleagues like mad. Especially supervisor Carol! She's so funny and cute! There was once I asked where the Tartar sauce was, and she went really dramatically, "Oh, hmm let me see, Tartar sauce, where will we find it? Is it here at the station? Let me check. No it isn't in the cupboard. Maybe it's under there! Hmm no not there either. Well, no food here. So where do you think we keep our food stuff?" And I was half laughing half going, "The kitchen?" And she went, "THERE YOU GO!" Hahahaha. So cute luh she! :D

And then there's Hazli! He's really cool and charming. Haha. And he teaches me all the shortcuts! (Even though Sir James said not to. Hahaha.) And he's really nice, always asking if we met any difficult things. He's awesomeeeee. So whenever there's an order I call him. Hahaha. X]

And Aman! I like him! Hahaha. His smile is super contagious. And he's really nice! He's always helping me with heavy plates and stuff. I think he's like the only one who helps me! LOL.

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, SIR JAMES, SIR BOB, AND SIR FAIZAL ARE THE KINDEST MANAGERS I HAVE EVER MET IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. :D :D

Haha, and the list can go on and on. (:

Plus there's a bonus because I'm working with Jings!

Omg, I swear she's my soulmate.

WE ARE AS WEIRD AS EACH OTHER. HAHAHA.

AND WE'RE BOTH HALF A FLAT FOOT.

Omg, super damn cool like mad. :D

Actually I've so much to say, but I can't say it all out here.

Or rather, it has come to a stage where I don't wanna say it all out.

I'm starting to keep things inside of me, and somehow, it feels great.

A bit isolated ofcourse, because nobody understands.

But, still, the feeling is nice.

Caught Voyage De La Vie yesterday. OMG YOU GUYS HAVE TO WATCH.

IT IS AWESOME BEYOND THE MAX.

And they have lovely audience interactions. Hahaha.

The boneless caucasian guy is so cute. (:

Cool like don't know what. The effects are fabulous. :D

GO CATCH IT! :D

Alright. I'm off to sleep. There's work tomorrow. Hahaha.

Hope it'll be a smooth day tomorrow. :D

Oh, people who want to come visit me at my workplace,

leave me a message! I'll tell you where to sit when you come in. Haha. (:

Goodnight world!

2010-11-09T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, I think this was really funny.

2010-11-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

I was searching for the part where Barney's legs don't work.

Hahaha, that one is CLASSIC HILARIOUS.

But yeah, could not find it. So sad. ):

Anyway I think Barney's suicides are really good! Hahaha.

NPH is the best actor, EVER. :D

2010-10-31T16:21:00.000+08:00

Saw this on Wanyi's Blog.

COULD NOT AGREE MORE. :D

2010-10-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

久未放晴的天空

依旧留着你的笑容

哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开

I'm so sorry. I am so sorry.
I've let everyone down.
I'm a worthless scumbug.

2010-10-25T15:11:00.000+08:00

Post number 180.

I'm dead. Dead as a fish in a tank of oil.

I can't see the silver lining.

I see the full stop though. It's approaching.

I say I'm okay and I laugh,

but I really just want to stop being useless,

and not cry over something that's entirely my fault.

I tell myself I should have known this was coming.

But the truth is, I had been hanging on to that tiny glimpse of hope.

Now it doesn't seem like it was hope I was hanging onto.

No wait, I know it isn't, because I realised the thing I've been hanging on to,

was self-delusion.

God, help me. I've never felt so lost before.

2010-10-25T14:59:00.000+08:00

Was watching Snow Prince today.

And then when I was watching I found the actor REALLY familiar.

As I watched the movie, I realised he looks like Ryutaro Morimoto from HSJ!

But it wasn't him, just someone who looked like him.

After much curious research, I realised..

The actor is his brother, Shintaro Morimoto! Hahaha.

They don't really look alike, but they both have this cute, blur face.

Look alike, no?

The one on the left is Ryutaro, right is Shintaro. (:

Anyway the movie was really touching.

I didn't expect the ending to be like that. ):

I really hate shows that make me cry. Haha.

That's Ryutaro. (:

And that's Shintaro. With the lovely dog from the movie.

I think it's the same breed as Hachiko.

No wonder it's so loyal as well. ((:

Okay, now I'm going to hide in a corner to cry. Bye people.

2010-10-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

Wake up in the morning, feeling like P.Diddy.

Nah, I'm kidding. Felt more like a bag of broken bones.

Something's wrong with me, I'm really sure.

Just can't put my finger on it.

I feel like i'm missing a part of me. Hmm.

But anyway. Went for tuition today and had a really long talk with MrsKhoo.

She's super nice. She spent days thinking about my situation and analysing why I'm doing so badly.

I guess she's like, the only one who saw my hard work during EOYs. Sighh.

Suck to be not recognised for your efforts, and not producing results to shove it into the faces

of the people who doubt that you actually did put in effort initially.

Caught up on Survivor this morning! :D

I was so sad Kelly B. got voted out.

I mean like, everyone should vote Marty since he didn't play his immunity idol!

Sad, so now Marty is still in the tribe. Benry is soooooooo cute.

Heehee. So cute. He sticks his tongue out when he throws the ball. :D

C'mon, admit he's cute. :D :D

Heehee. And omg, I so love the switch in episode 5.

Now Chase doesn't seem like a pawn in Brenda's chess.

He's seem so much nicer, makes me like him back. :D

And he's REAAAALLY sweet to Naonka in Episode 5!

The guy in the centre is Chase. :D

He was comforting Naonka because she felt like quitting.

He's SO sweet. He began telling her stories about Rainbows,

and kept encouraging her to go on, even when she's a competitor.

And he doesn't go like, "Oh, it's better if she decides to go home".

Yay, I like Chase. :D

2010-10-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

http://www.camqueenoftheyear.com/profile.php?id=99

Saw this with the help of many linkages to and fro.

People, go read the comments and see what reality is.

BUT.

If you have negative comments, don't you dare comment.

Leave the poor girl alone.

As I was saying, this is what reality is.

Or rather, that is what Human Beings are.

Judgmental, discriminating, insensitive.

We are so overpowered by this sense of self-righteousness,

that we think that whatever we do is right.

This is also known as, having an ego.

We are also so overwhelmed by this pursuit of victory,

that we can't each take a step back, or walk away.

This world will never tolerate ugly, fat people.

It will however, accept unkind, rude, insensitive people,

as long as they look good, because to many,

having good looks is a ticket to criticize and humiliate people,

who are nowhere as good-looking.

It's the likes of these people that ugly, fat people are pressured into unnatural ways of restructuring themselves. Most of them turn to Plastic Surgery and put themselves at risk of losing their lives, if anything was to go haywire during the surgery. Others turn to slimming pills, resulting in horrendous side effects and not to mention, even fatal incidents such as overdose or allergies. Another way of putting it, these people out there who are "careless" with their "truthful behaviour" drive these people down the low-esteem path and make them detest themselves. They no longer believe in themselves and are always haunted by the comments of other people, leading them to not be able to express themselves freely and be like everyone else.

Using this case as an example, when this girl got many likes,

people assume immediately that she cheated.

Nope, there couldn't be a hint of miracle that people think she deserves to win,

she must have cheated, for who in the right mind will vote for her?

Well, you conceited swines, beauty is within the eyes of the beholder,

you're in no position at all to comment about her.

Yes the competition is unfair and yah-dee-dah, but is that her fault? Nah, I didn't think so.

And yes, she might have cheated. Perhaps a few fake accounts,

or a desperate plea to strangers on her friend list to vote for her.

But Y'know what, at least she has the courage to do that.

She has the courage to ask people to vote for her even though she isn't entirely pretty.

And you people, just have no balls to admit the fact that someone who isn't

as good-looking as you, is winning the popularity contest.

Put yourself into her shoes, and think of how embarrassing it is for her,

to ask people she don't know to vote for her, subjecting herself to insults,

like the ones you provided her with.

Plus, if the people she ask thought the same way you do,

they wouldn't vote for her right?

You people are just so blinded by your self-righteousness,

you can't see things from another angle. That's bad. For you.

As for the people sticking up for her, (Okay, actually it's person)

your rebuttals toward those negative comments are really kind gestures.

However, have you stopped to think about this?

With each of your rebuttal, the person leaves a nastier comment,

trying to prove himself/herself right.

Wouldn't that hurt the girl even more?

After reading the detailed analysis of why she shouldn't win?

If you add more fuel to the fire, girl, you're gonna cause a great fire,

hurting everyone, including the girl herself.

The world is already such a cruel place to live in,

with starving kids and penniless families waiting for charity,

why can't people just, be kinder to one another?

Just take one step back and see how unnecessary this is.

Every blessing, taken for granted.

What a sad, sad world.

2010-10-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

I'm so worried about you.

You just didn't reply and the next thing I know,

you are in some place that I have never heard before in my entire life.

I want to know what happened but I don't have the courage to ask.

I'm afraid I'll be even more worried about you if I hear the answer.

Please, just, be safe. Be safe, love.

formspring.me

2010-10-19T20:57:00.001+08:00

Click here and ask me something! NOW. http://formspring.me/GOSHHHH

2010-10-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

Met this fantastically cool guy on Omegle. Hahaha.

I wanted to see how many people could understand me and we ended up talking.

It's such a magical place there! You guys should google "Southern Lights". It's so pretty!

Anyway wouldn't it be cool to be born on the southern ice cap? :O

Anyway I suspect he really is from the Antartica. He could give me those first-hand info things.

It was a really cool conversation. :D

And he's homeschooled! What a blessed little being. Sighh.

Oh and I got my first proposal from a German!

Omg I love Germans. Hahaha. Tim! ♥

He's like really sweet. So the plan is, I'm going to study until i'm 18,

then he's coming to Singapore to bring me to Germany.

We'll have our wedding at Germany and we'll get a German Shepherd. :D

And he was really nice, he asked me when I'm supposed to finish school.

So I told him about 22 years old. And he said I can complete my studies in Germany.

Hahaha. So sweet right! NO NEED STUDY FOR A LEVEL ALREADY. (Y)

Anddd.. He's quite cute. ^^

2010-10-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

By the way, you lied.

Yes, you.

I'm not saying this with any anger,

just disappointment.

After all, I believed. Like always.

I've got to stop being so foolish.

I've got to stop being so naive.

I've got to stop being so gullible.

2010-10-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

Took a step back and looked at myself recently.

I saw a really really big difference in me.

Most of the changes were probably caused by Sarah. Haha.

Seen stuff on the internet that I would have reacted the same way last time,

and I was wondering why on Earth did I feel indifferent now?

I can't really describe the feeling. It's like, I've changed.

I've grown up and matured. In more ways than one.

When I say mature I don't mean doing things seriously,

or looking at things in a different light, or becoming more sensible.

I'm still me, but my mentality has changed.

I still do the same stupid stuff I do, (maybe even weirder things now)

but when it comes to certain things, I can feel the change in me.

OH OKAY. I know how to say this. I've learnt to live for myself. (:

Okay, not really. Hahaha. But that sums a little part of it.

Yes, that's the part I've recently discovered. Thanks to Sarah! :D

And Tricia, and Mag. Hahahaha. They are lovely, wonderful people. :D

Sarah doesn't want me to say I've learnt a lot from her, cause she thinks it's all negative. Haha. But I wanna write it down. In fact, I wanna write everything down now, because one of the lessons she taught me was to write freely, to be myself and just write whatever comes to my mind. Although her language skill is like, another world from mine, but I'm encouraged. (I hardly get encouragements, so don't look at me like that.) So now I'm secretly writing everywhere I go, penning my every thought on any available canvas I have. Another lesson I've really learnt, is just to be yourself. Who cares if you have different views and opinions from others? You stick to them and you don't falter, because somewhere out there, there are people who agree with you. I think after hanging out with this INTP person, I've changed a little from F to T already. Haha. It's like, I don't really have "feels" anymore. I keep having thoughts about every single thing that happens to me. That's quite bad, because it has led me to being more confused than I have ever felt in my entire life, but it also introduces my new best friend, Responsibility. (:

Tricia, on the other hand, is just plain awesome. Haha. She's so comfortable to be with and I love to hear her "stories". LOL. And Magggg, she's like, quoted from Sarah, "The nicest (and cutest) person I've ever seen". Haha. She taught me the art of self-appreciation by believing in "There is beauty in ugliness". Hahahaha. That is one lesson I'll never forget. Oh, and ofcourse, there's the having drama skits during symphony concerts thing. LOL. She's just really cute. :D

Thankyou Sarah. A lot. And Tricia. And Mag. Hahaha.

You guys have taught me a lot.

Sarah and Trik, I don't know what is gonna happen to us,

but knowing you two was the happiest things I've encountered,

and we'll kick whose-ever asses that stands in our way alright!

We're fighters, remember? Hahaha. :D

And I guess I'm stronger now. A lot stronger.

Or rather, I know how to put up a stronger front now. (:

I've also learnt how to more appreciative of things around me.

I can never thank the people who showed me kindness enough.

So many changes in 4 months. Wow.

2010-10-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

C'mon people. Shout it out with me!

IT'S THE END OF END-OF-YEARS!

WOOHOOOOOO! :D

Can you believe it? All the hard work. All the endless mugging sessions. All the worrying on what is going to be tested and what might come out during the exams. ALL GONE. Oh happiness. Of course, all happy news come with bad news. So yeah, exams might be gone, but the stress is still evidently present. Worrying if I will retain, and what ever shall I do if it really happens. Sighhh, why do kids have so much problems? Shouldn't we get that after we become adults and start working? Lol.

Ohwell, seriously. WHO CARES. It's over. I shall die when I get my results.

Time to start ticking away at my to-slack-list. :D

2010-10-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

Okay I know I'm lag. But I just downloaded the GC notes.

Hahaha, and I burst out laughing at it.

Click to enlarge and read.

(If you haven't. Haha.)

This is so Mr-Liu-like. LOL. :D

Mr Liu = (Y) ttm. (:

2010-09-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

I feel so proud of myself.

It's been a long time since I switched on my computer. :D

I actually like the feeling of having no Facebook. Haha.

It's very.. peaceful. Like, nobody can find me. So cool. :D

And nobody can post unglam pics of me. Muahaha.

Anyway I've came to post this video. Haha.

It is soooooo cute! :D

Hahaha. Nakamaru and ueda so poor thing here.
And Yabu is like, CUTE. :D

2010-09-10T16:49:00.004+08:00

OKAY. BEFORE I GO. HAHAHA.

I knew you people knew I wouldn't stick to my Hiatus, right?

Haha. Anyway before I really disappear from the blogger world,

here's some amazing things I found today! :D

Michael is so adorable! And I like his accent more than Tom Daley's. Hahaha. :D

Look! So cute. And when he was taking this picture he kept changing from this smile to the other showing his teeth. Hahaha. And then you have the China domination: Qiu Bo. Grr. But nevermind, Michael is inside! Haha. :D

Top three for the 10m Diving. Tim was FOURTH! -curses and swears-

But anyway, Ivan Garcia is quite good looking right? Haha. Ignore Qiu Bo please.

The first runner-up for both categories. He's hot. :D

Apparently his name is pronounced as "Alexander"?

But who can EVER compare, to the love of my life? :D

Yup that's the love of my life! Haha. Omg. Tim ~

-inserts millions of hearts-

Come on, admit it. He's cute. :D

And he is an awesome diver! :D

And he's about my age. Hahahaha. X]

Omg, I wanna fly to London in 2012 to watch him dive.

And then, to end of the post. I found this on Youtube! I have no idea if you guys know him. But I think he's awesome. I think he can actually sing! (And he's a little cute.) Not like who he's making fun of in the video. Anyway this version sounds like, a million times better than the original. Haha. What can I say? I'm a non-beliber, and proud to be one. ((:

I think Tay is damn funny. Hahaha.
And I love the last line,

"When you can't think of words say Ohhh~" :D

I love it when he does this. Haha.

Okay I'm off to a real Hiatus. :D

2010-09-09T12:38:00.001+08:00

Hello out there. I'm gonna go on a Hiatus.

Haha, not like I've been updating regularly.

But still, yupps. Gonna abstain from the internet.

So don't bother coming till like, October? Haha.

BYEEEEEE. :D

P/S. I think Americans are cool. I mean, they are cool/good-looking outside,

but inside they're really even more awesome than that. ((:

2010-09-06T11:37:00.000+08:00

Wonder how all of them are now. Hmm.

I miss Badminton, a lot.

I've been playing other sports, and all of them are really nice,

but I just don't know why the feeling is different.

Perhaps because it was the only sport I had passion for?

When I see people with rackets, I get reminded of a past I've abandoned. Something that I gave up half-way. It's quite pain-staking actually, but there's hardly anything I can do. Even if I really do ____ and ____, I'll still have the issue of success or happiness. You know what make Life suck? The part where Humans can't have their cake, and eat it too. After all, it's the decision that sets our lives apart isn't it.

Ahh well. I'm off to study. Probably the only thing I can do now,

and I don't wanna screw it up.

2010-09-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

Heehee hoho haha. I'm feeling so happy today. :D

If only everyday is like today. :D :D

Had HSK today, sucked, but that isn't the point. Haha.

I seriously cannot stop smiling to myself.

Cause when I think of you, frowning is impossible. (:

You're really a very special guy,

and there is no one else like you.

I love you! ♥

2010-09-01T21:18:00.004+08:00

I was about to post about other stuff.

When I realised I promised to post about YOG. Haha.

But, hey, who's complaining? :D

This definitely belong to the top of the list. ♥

My dearest Tim Pyritz. Haha. I love him ttm. (:

Anyway got this picture cause we rushed to Toa Payoh Stadium right after school! Haha. We wanted to buy diving tickets but they were all sold out. Made us heartbroken like don't know what. But just as we were in despair, we saw Tim and Michael walking out and waiting for the YOG bus! :D

Omg omg omg. We totally didn't know how to ask for a picture, cause we actually wanted to find Tom Daley. Lol. But I knew I HAD to take picture with Tim. So Siying went with me to go ask. We asked Michael first. He was damn cute.

Me: Michael, may we take a picture with you?

Michael: Yeah sure! -stands facing us- In a circle?

Hahaha. So cute right. Omg. And they were actually going to leave,

but he still stayed for our picture. Soooo nice. He's my second love! :D

Then I approached Tim. (Heart beating like crazy. Haha.)

And he too, took a picture with us even though he was leaving. (:

Awesome people. Omg. I love the two of them like mad. ((:

Michael. Ahhhhh. :D

The day after we had a very impromptu outing. LOL. We actually wanted to find Tom Daley at Orchard or some kind. Then we received news that he will be at the Closing Ceremony. So we chionged to Marina Bay and bought tickets on the spot. Zai a not? Haha. We tried to find Tom Daley but to no avail. Apparently he was avoiding fans or some sort. Boo. On the way we befriended two security people! They were really nice luh! Jagan and Prahlad. ((: We did some "rule-breaking" stuff on that day too. Heehee. Then after the Closing Ceremony, we ran down to take pictures with the Athletes before they left! ((:

The rest are on Facebook. (:

I really wonder if one day Facebook collapse,

will the world stop functioning? Probably. Haha.

Besides all these, we had an advantage of having a school near JP.

Cause almost all the athletes go there to shop in their free time. :D

So we took a lot a lot of photos which contain many many funny stories. Haha.

I'll just post those with stories, the rest you can find on Facebook. ((:

These two girls are super cute. Haha. Qingyi and I shouted "Excuse Me!" behind them, and they totally didn't hear! LOL. It was quite saddening. Then you see the girl on the left? She couldn't stop laughing for no reason! Hahaha. But when she laughed she was super cute. Then her friend was calling her as Crazy. Haha. ((:

Okay this picture is funny. They looked blur because when the guy snapped the picture, they were asking us to make a pose instead of just standing there. Hahaha. I like the red guy a lot! :D

THIS GROUP IS DAMN FUNNY. The guy taking the picture in the first picture was like, "Let me take a picture! 1.. 2.." and then at 3 he turned the camera to himself! Hahaha. ♥ He's the guy in white. :D And the girl was strangled by the guy because of this conversation!

Girl: (points to guy in white) He's Justin Bieber!
Me: REALLY! (to guy) You're Justin Bieber?
Guy: No no no!
(Everyone laughs)
Me: Can you sing 'Baby'?
Girl: WOOO, Baby baby baby!
Guy: Baby? You want me to cry?

Hahahaha. So funny la all of them. ((:

The guy on the right was the funniest we saw the whole day. Hahaha. He is seriously super joke.

Guy: 你好你好！
Me: 你好!
Guy: Speak Chinese!
Me: Oh okay. 你要不要拍照？
Guy: No no no, I only know 你好!
Me: HAHAHA. Okay I teach you another one okay?

People will love you after you say this!

-teaches him to say 我爱你-

Guy: What does that mean?
Me: It means I love you!
Guy: Oh you love me? (LOL.)
Me: Hahaha. Yes yes I love you.
Guy: I love you too!

Hahaha. So cute la! :D

And the guy on the right is from Iran! Brenda, Cynthia and I got rejected by an Iranian athlete when we asked for a photo before. So once bitten twice shy, I didn't dare ask. But when Qingyi asked they were so friendly la. Plus the guy in the picture is cute. Heehee. :D

After I secretly took a shot of them because I was amazed at their heights , the guy bringing them around was like, "Hey someone's taking a picture!" and immediately, ALL of them turned around and posed. LOL. So nice. :D :D

Athletes from Virgins Island. (:
We met them on the train at Cityhall! So took the train all the way to Boonlay and talked to them! I like the orange guy a lot. I think he's cute. (:
And there was this one bballer he kept looking out of the window throughout the ride back. He looked so interested in our roads. But he had to keep bending down because he was too tall. Hahaha.

Japan people are absolutely loved! :D

They were about to leave when I said something in Japanese.

Then one girl heard and she was so surprised. Haha.

So she helped to halt the rest and we took a photo together. :D

I think the way they order Bubble Tea is very very very cute. ((:

Okay, this post reminds me I want to take pictures from Qingyi. Haha.
Maybe I'll post another post on the YOG. ((:

2010-08-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

YOG IS AWESOMEEEEE.

SO GOING TO POST ABOUT IT SOON!

Gonna miss all the Athletes.

Going to miss Tim and Michael.

"In a circle?" Hahaha. :D

Wait for it people!

My next post is going to be..

DA BOMB. :D

2010-08-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

(Taken by Wei Chen.)

AYLC is going on now now NAO. Heh. Second day was so much more fun!

Probably because we know each other a tad bit more. ((:

Hope we can bond a lot more tomorrow since it's till so late! Haha.

孔明灯! :D :D

My group is really interesting! We have really nice, cute and funny people inside. :D

There's Linh from Vietnam. She's super pretty! ((:
There's Lex from ACS. Omg, he is the cutest guy ever! Haha.

There's CaiHao from Anglican High. VICE-PRES. LOL. I think he's funny. :D

There's Bowen and Bowen. HAHA. I think they are (Y) ttm! ^^

Today Wang Bowen joined us! And he became BFF with Shen Bowen. Haha.

Then they were inseparable! It was quite funny. So when we call them,

we just go, "BOWEN!" and they will both turn. Haha. Super cute. :D

And they are both TALLIES. Omg. Tall like don't know what laaa.

Today we had a talk by Mr Sam Tan Chin Siong. He mentioned he had Facebook in his talk.

Then I was using my phone Facebooking and Casper asked me to find him on Facebook.

We found him! And Casper went, "Eh lend me your phone". And you know what he did?!

HE USED MY ACCOUNT TO ADD MR SAM TAN AS FRIEND.

Omg, so horrible right! Then he went to search for Mr Lee Hsien Long's Facebook,

and wanted to Add as Friend also! Omg. I almost died.

And I found out today Lex has the same phone as me! :D

Milestoner Rocks! Haha. :D :D

Lex is damn cute I swear. LOL. (:

Bringing Haylie to school tomorrow. Gonna get loads of pictures of B1! Whee.

B1 Rocks! :D :D

2010-08-08T01:05:00.002+08:00

What exactly is Love?

I'm given so much to reflect on these few days.

Relationships are bound to meet problems,

problems that will torture you and give you your worst heartache.

But what can we do to avoid it?

First, is to of course, be totally honest with one another.

After all, how can a relationship be built on secrecy and lies?

And then, when you complain about something in your relationship,

you have to think, are you being reasonable? Or pure outrageous?

Guys, girl are sensitive creatures that expect a lot from you.

So please please, be as understanding as you can.

From her throwing tantrums, to her making a fuss out of something,

or even when she gets mad at you cause you should have done something,

but instead didn't do anything about it.

Girls expect their boyfriends to know what they're going through, and what they're thinking.

Hence they get mad at tiny details in your relationship.

Girls, guys are not your toys! They have feelings too! They feel hurt too.

Don't make everything about yourself, because relationships are about two people, not just you. And please don't go around complaining about little things or finding a single dust on the whiteboard edge. Your boyfriends are not you, they can't read minds like Edward Cullen does. You have to be understanding to them as well!

And hello, when you sad, your boyfriend is there for you. Then when your boyfriend sad leh! Are you there for him? Or do you just humour him and then go on about yourself? Guys are sensitive when it comes to relationship as well. Just because they always put on a strong font doesn't mean they can't break down and cry. That's why they need girlfriends don't they? So that they know there's someone there for them when they are about to collapse. You need your boyfriend to give you a sense of security. Hello? Has it ever occur to you, your boyfriend might need it to?

In conclusion, try to put yourselves into each other shoe.

Will you like what you are doing, have done or are going to do?

Love isn't something to enjoy when you have it.

Love is something you need to cherish and work on it after you get it.

Love is like a helium balloon.

Grab it too tight, it might burst right in your chest.

Grab it too loosely, it might fly out of your embrace.

Grab it too carelessly, it might burst when it comes into

contact with sharp objects during the journey of Love.

♥

2010-08-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

Deleted the previous post because I think it's too out of place.

Finally realise how much you hate me today.

Your words are still ringing loud and sharp in my mind,

piercing through my heart like a million needles.

I'm such a cry baby.

2010-08-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

Brother said my photography skill was good after seeing this picture! :D

(Praises rarely leave his lips, trust me.)

But he told me knowing how to take beautiful pictures of non-living things was a waste of time.

I should take people, animals and other stuff. Have been trying, but it isn't that easy.

I guess I just don't have a flair in taking pictures of things that move. Haha.

For me, when I snap, I have a clear impression how I want my picture to turn out to be.

Everytime I take picture of non-living things the picture will look exactly like the one in my head.

But when I start snapping pictures of things that move, it'll either be blur, thrown out of focus, or just isn't as nice as I want it to be. It's quite sad. )):

But I'll keep trying. Heh. Photography is like the only thing keeping me alive.

Other than that, I am a freak with no life. Damn sad. Feel like my life is coming apart.

Gosh. I swear my next post will be a happy one with involvement of other human beings other than myself. Cannot stand my blog posts. Seriously. Just in time anyway, it's the unofficial school holiday now. Hehs. :D

2010-08-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

I've got so much to say. There's so many things running through my mind these days. But I can't type it out all at one go. They are like lightbulbs that flash across my head constantly. Haha. Okay let's start with one.

Is Technology Good or Bad?

Technology, it has given us so much, yet it has taken away so much more from us. Think about it, everyone is a slave of technology. And why else would we not be? Technology is everywhere. Before Technology there was Marbles, Five Stones, Catching of Chickens. LOL. Everyone treasured communication because they didn't have a thing called Handphone and had to communicate the old fashioned way. After Technology, there is MSN, Facebook, Handphones, Email. Everyone is at your fingertips. As a result, communication is taken for granted. Think about it, who still sends mail? Nobody.

I would really love to have maybe a month of Technology-free world. One day is too short, I will feel weird and want my handphone. But one month, when I'm accustomed to it. I think I will like it a lot. ((:

No TV, No Computers, No Handphones, Just plain Human Interaction.

My, oh my, Paradise. :D

2010-08-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

I miss the Mini-Zoo at the Desaru Fruit Farm. ):

Anyway, I've finally found a solution to my problems! Anyone who knows me well enough, knows that I'm afraid of my photos. I take photography to capture the happiness I've seen and experienced myself, but my only utmost worry is that one day my computer will crash and all my photos will be gone. But today made me find my most simplest answer. My brothers and I were going through old photos together and we were having so much fun. I was thinking how blessed we were for our mother to capture so many pictures of our growing up process and then it struck me.

I'm gonna continue my mother's lost passion of capturing memories and start developing my pictures. :D

Then twenty years down the old I'm going to dig up ALL the pictures and show to everyone whom I have took pictures with and of. I bet then we'll be rolling on the floor laughing at how silly we were back then and being nostalgic thinking about how much things have changed. ((:

Because memories fade, but photographs remain forever.

P.S. CARISSA TAN ROU XING. If you're looking at this, I found pictures of us when we were like super young! Hahaha. Omg, I couldn't even recognise you luh! I'm so gonna bring it to school to show it to you. Muahahahaha. :D

2010-07-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

Windmill windmill, blow me away.

Windmill windmill, take away my pain.

Out of mind, out of sight,

Windmill windmill, blow me away with all your might.

(I wonder if anyone gets the underlying meaning.)

Oh btw I've deleted all my posts because I wanted to open my blog again. (:
People, I have TWO movies to recommend.

1. Inception! :D

It is a fast-paced intellectual movie that will make you think a lot. You have to keep up with the show because it progresses very fast and you never know if that scene is in reality or dreaming! Professionally speaking, the effects were really good, especially when the dream world was created. Some of the sounds, quite scary too. Haha. Awesome plot, great movie! Remember to munch on some popcorn because the movie is quite long! Hahaha. 5 stars! ((:

2. Sorcerer's Apprentice! :D

This show is like super funny. Haha. Nicolas Cage is simply love! And Lit students! Abigail Williams from The Crucible is starring in that show! LOL. She's everything I imagined her to be. Awesomeeee. And I really like the plot as well. It's more of a Science Fiction anyway. Haha. Quite cool. I'll give it 3 stars! ((:

Haha, people go watch it! ^^
Next movies to watch: Tekken, King of Fighters, The Last Airbender, Step up 3. ;D

2010-07-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

♥ This picture. ♥ You guys. ♥ Raleigh. ((:

You people were awesome. I just love our talks!

We can talk from the sky to the sea,

from our childhood to horror stories,

from pornography to brushing teeth (LOL!)

and just about everything else. :D

You people are the best watch-mates anyone could ask for.

If I could go OBS one more time, I would no doubt, pick Raleigh again,

because you guys gave me a reason to smile. (And laugh hysterically. LOL.)

I'm so glad all of you are part of my life. ♥

BUT. As much as I love spending time talking,

let's do something else for our next outing okay. Hahaha.

We can totally call ourselves the Makan Gang.

We spend most of our outings Eating. LOL.

Thanks for making my weekend, guys! ;D

Because it's too painful for me to bear ;

2010-07-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

NOW IS THE FOURTH OF JULY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE! :D

(Hope you'll like the cake. I helped in the baking!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILING! :D

(Awesome cute classmate. Heh.)

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY AMERICA! :D

(I wanna see fireeeeeworks~)

2010-07-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

Have been thinking about this question quite often recently.

Is having a few close friends necessarily better having a bunch of acquaintances?

Here's the part where everyone goes, "Of course. You can turn to your close friends, share with them your innermost feelings. Close friends are always there to lend you a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear. Close friends are always there for you." Blah blah blah, the person goes on to describe the close friends as angels and the acquaintances as some people who are heartless that they don't offer a helping hand when you're in trouble.

But that ain't all true. Think about it. If you get too close with someone, you wouldn't really want to share with that person when you're sad or stuff because you know that you're going to make that person worry about you and you don't want your friend to feel depressed with you. So you rather keep it all to yourself. And acquaintances might not be Hi-Bye friends, they can be friends that you don't really hang out or confide in too. I'm sure people have the minimum taste of making friends with friendly people who extend helping hands when their friends are in trouble.

These few days I have witnessed that having a bunch of acquaintances isn't that bad after all. Firstly, if you have many acquaintances, you have many people to talk to. So even if one group of close friends deserts you, you can still find someone else to walk with, talk to, go home with. Heck, you might even get a new best friend along the way! Staying with one group of close friends also constricts your social circle. You'll hang around with them until you're oblivious to what's happening around you, pretty soon you'll start taking things for granted because you're so cooped up in that small world of yours. Interacting with acquaintances gives you a chance to widen your social circle and find out other things you never thought you would, gives you an opportunity to improve your communication skills that are deteriorating constantly as you get more and more reliant on computer games, PSP, and even Ipods.

Plus, acquaintances can never hurt you. Most of the time you people will be having lovely short pleasant conversations. And if they do hurt you, you can always tell yourself, "It's okay, they don't know me well enough. So they don't know I would get hurt." Unlike when you're being with your close friends, you get hurt even more when they do something hurting because of the fact that you expected them to know that you're hurt, that you don't like them doing that to you, and the disappointment adds on to the antagonizing misery of the hurt.

XiaoJun shared with me a quote.

世上不多人能找到真整的知心好友,
只要你有一个,就以足够.
如果你有两个,那是奇迹.
如果你有三个,那是不可能的.

The first time I laughed at this quote saying it isn't true, I got proven wrong.

This year, I laughed at it the second time, saying it isn't true too,

guess now I'm going to be proven wrong again.

I don't know what your reaction will be after reading what I have to say.

Heck, I don't even know if you'll read it. But after saying so much,

I don't mean that having a bunch of acquaintances is better than having close true friends.

You can sustain if you hang out with different acquaintances every time,

but you need true friends to enrich your life, to put colours into your monochromatic routine.

Right now I have two true friends, and according to the quote, it's a miracle already.

I thank God for them every day and I thank God they have never done anything to hurt me.

I'm sorry if I spoilt anyone's mood.

What else can I say? I'm hurt, badly.

2010-07-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

(Photographer: Brenda Lim. ♥)

So adorable, omg. Cannot stand it. Haha.

I love Brenda. She never fails to make me smile every day.

Every day she'll tell or show me something that'll make my day.

But then again, recently my days are pretty depressing,

so I guess anything can make my day pretty easily.

Yesterday I laughed a lot. It has been a long time since I laughed so much, from the bottom of my heart. I liked the feeling a lot. But afterwards when I was all alone again, the sense of emptiness in me was much more than I've felt in the past. Was reading Brenda's blog and she had the same feeling. Felt so fascinated, as usual. (:

Anyway, the photo that made my day today.

I have no idea why, but I feel like laughing every time I see Sudket! Hahaha. He looks, uhh, comical. LOL. Like literally someone who walked out of a comic book. My first thought when I saw this picture was "Whoa, Sudket, HAWTTT." Then after Brenda pointed out his hair, I looked at the picture again and burst out laughing. Hahaha. ((:

I may look alright on the outside, but I'm breaking apart inside.

2010-06-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

ASK ME SOMETHING, YO.

http://www.formspring.me/GOSHHHH

2010-06-29T19:24:00.000+08:00

I should change to a tumblr. Hahaha.

More photo-ish. Hmm, I shall try.

But I'm too used to Blogger already leh.

I want a Photography Pass! And a zoom lens. Omg.

I'm so going to work next holiday or something. Money money money.

I want time to zoom pass. Or rather, I want to feel like time is zooming past.

I want time to zoom to this weekend, so I can go to the chalet.

I want time to zoom to YOG, so I can linejudge and hopefully participate in AYLC.

I want time to zoom to September holidays so I can mug like crap for the last time of the year.

I want time to zoom to after holidays so I can finally be officially relieved of my burden.

I want time to zoom to results day so I can throw my passing report card into my family's face.

I want time to zoom to holidays so I can work and have fun without worrying about homework.

I want time to zoom to next year June so I can go Singapore Open again. (:

But then again, time cannot zoom now, cos I'm not ready for EOY. Haha.

So far School has been.. hectic.

Always chionging Homework. Haha.

Today Lit class was fun. :D

Played Charades and interacted with the teacher.

I think the teacher is super cute. (:

After school stayed to do Math. I swear, Mr Liu is the best teacher EVER. Like seriously. I love it when he comes to me intentionally asking me if I have any questions. I feel like, hey, there's actually someone that actually cares. And I think Mr Liu is the only teacher that will make me feel so guilty. Haha. Mr Liu is like, awesome to the max. :D

Math took quite long, did until even Brenda finished lessons. LOL. Met up with her and went Mac's to eat. Thankyou Brenda for accompanying me! You da BEST. ♥ Saw Qiaowei, Yongyu and Victoria. I think Yongyu and Victoria super (Y), tomorrow GP paper still can go watch movie after school. Hahaha. Oh talking about that, YEAR 5 JIAYOU FOR YOUR GP PAPER. :D

(Yes Brenda, Especially you! I hope the question will have something to do about Bangkok. LOL.)

Met KaiXin and ZiSiang on the Train. They were going Novena. Omg, so far please. Yakked a lot, hehe. Had so much fun talking to them that I didn't want to leave the train! Hahaha.

Things will get better. Things will get better. Things will get better. Things will get better. Just keep telling that to yourself, Grace.

WAKA WAKA. ♥

2010-06-27T00:37:00.001+08:00

(Credits to Brenda for this!)

I am in love with this picture! Hahahaha. :D

Boonsak looks so hawt. Sudket looks so hilarious! And Songphon looks so blur, eating his cracker like nothing is happening. Hahaha. Soooo cute. Ohh, and Salakjit looks so pretty, as usual. ((:

I love the Thailand Badminton Team loads. ♥

Was talking to Sharlene and Kaixin about Badminton things today. Looks like we all want to continue playing Badminton, even if it means no competition anymore. I never really told anyone, but I miss Badminton a lot a lot, to such an extend that mere words simply cannot achieve the goal of expressing my feeling. I act like I don't care about Badminton anymore because I feel hurt seeing everyone else getting trained and yet I'm casted aside. But after hearing what Kaixin told me this afternoon, I realised, I could have been with them. All it took was one conversation with Coach. I guess I knew all along, I was just rejecting the unfamiliar, like how my mind is programmed to.

I learnt a lot this Holiday. I feel like a new person, all refreshed, all new. And most importantly, all fueled for the grueling 4 months to come. I will survive, HA. Lol. And just being random, I have been observing the Moon this holiday, and I am so amazed by it. (:

This holiday has also fueled my love for Badminton. Haha. It's an awesome feeling. :D

And although I know it's impossible, I really would love to turn back the hands of the clock and cherish every single moment I had with the Badminton Seniors I had. Every single one of them. I miss being in the same team so much. I miss stroking with them. I miss them teaching me stuff. I miss being praised by them when I make an improvement. I was reading through my diary, (Yes, I do keep one.) and reading past entries when I was in Badminton from Year1 to Year3, how much fun we had with the seniors, and how the seniors would encourage and praise me. Feels, so heart-warming. It's just way too bad we can never be together again. Sighh. Sometimes I wonder, did anyone regretted joining Badminton? I mean people in the Badminton team when Welly was coaching. Was I a good junior? Was I even a good Badminton member? I guess these questions will go unanswered.

Right now I would really love to start playing Badminton again.

Start being trained intensively again.

Start playing competitively again.

Start being in a team I love again.

To Badminton, with Love. ♥

2010-06-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

I will continue from Day Eight to Day Ten another time. Haha.

Now I need to talk about the happiest day of my life! :D

Now you know why. Haha. I can simply stop typing here. X]

Anyway, I CHIONGGGG-ED from Yishun to Stadium to see Boonsak's match.

Missed the first set though. And Boonsak lost to Sony. )):

I wonder if he heard me scream "GO BOONSAK!" Hahaha. :D

But I think Boonsak still played well, not as well as he could, but still good. ((:

All the best in the Indonesia Open, Boonsak! Go go go! :D

Anyway after the match we waited outside for Boonsak. Thanks Janet for letting us know so much stuff! :D Waited for like quite some time, then a yellow shuttle bus came and a Korean player alighted. When he saw us, he took off his specs and walked REALLY slowly when walking past us. Then after walking past us, he put on his specs again. Hahaha. So we think that he was waiting for us to ask for a photo! LOL. Regretted not taking mannn. But then again, until now we still do not know who he is (!) Hahaha. BUT HE IS CUTE. :D

Then after a while, HOWARD BACH came out! (OMG) I think he's super cute! :D

Took a photo and got his signature! He was super friendly and really really nice! (:

He was still telling us he's taking a Taxi. Haha. SUPER NICE. ((:

He is from Team USA, if you guys are wondering. Hahaha. I wanted him and Tony to win though. =/

Omggg. I have a crush on him! SHHHH. Hahaha.

Too bad Sean isn't in USA anymore, or can ask him help me find Howard. LOL.

Just kidding! ^^"

Isn't he cuteeeee? :D

Hahaha, took this from the internet anyway. (:

So anyway after Howard left we continued waiting. Then Janet came to tell us the Thai players said Boonsak left! The Thai players spoke Chinese by the way. Haha, hella cool yo! :D So we were like really sad. Then Songphon walked out! Janet introduced Songphon to us, and OH MY, what a cutie he is! Hahaha.

And then we were walking towards Songphon to ask for autograph when suddenly I saw a guy wearing white walking out. AND I REALISED THAT GUY WAS BOONSAK. I totally went like, "-Gasps- Ohmygosh, Boonsak!" in front of him. Then he looked at me and at that moment, MY HEART STOPPED. I swear my heart stopped for that second and I forgot how to breathe. I AM SERIOUS. Apparently Brenda and Sharlene was experiencing that too. Hahaha.

So, autographs and photos were given. Omg. My very first picture with Boonsak! But like Brenda, I felt a bit bad because it could be seen that he wasn't really in the mood to entertain fans. I asked him if his wrist is alright and he replied me! Haha. The feeling was.. awesome. I think it's better than chasing superstars. :D Err, Boonsak's picture is the one on top of the post, in case you're looking for it. Hahaha.

Songphon! Omg omg. HE IS DAMN CUTE PLEASE.

I want to see him play next year! I hope he does, with Boonsak! ((:

After that we followed them to Ion, but they found out in the end and we decided to leave them alone. Haha. But omg omg omg. We were travelling in the same train as Boonsak and Songphon! :D :D :D

Hahaha, had the happiest day of my lifeeeeee today. ♥

Ohwell, so anyway, since we're on the topic of Badminton..

I found two ADORABLE pictures on the net! Hahaha. :D

Heeheehee. :D

Cuteeee! I especially love the first one!

Sorry Lindan, I'm over you. HAHA.

Who ask you keep modelling and don't compete.

I used to say that Rugby guys are the best. Scratch that.

BADMINTON GUYS ARE THE ULTIMATE. :D

Badminton for the Love. ♥

2010-06-19T01:29:00.001+08:00

DAY SEVEN.

Third day on the Cruise.

Climbed this exhausting fleet of stairs to go the the Ghost City.

Sat this.. vehicle to the Ghost City. Haha. There's Ben! :D

OoOoOoOoOoOo. Hahaha.

There's my Photography Friend! (:
The one in GREENNN. Haha. His awesome 7D is inside his bag.

Scary Masks. )):

Sat cable car up up up! (:

This is the drunkard. Haha. I think his expression is funny! :D

That's the PERVERT statue on the left, and my awesome tour guide on the right. ((:

This thing is really cool. Haha. They say you are supposed to balance one foot on the bump in the square and look up at the words in front of them for 3 seconds. If you fall off, it means you've done something wrong and will be punished immediately. If you manage to balance, you are innocent. (:

The size of the camera is.. @.@

One of the many stray dogs that fill China streets. ):
So adorable, yet abandoned and not loved. ):

After that we went back to the Cruise for lunch. Free time after lunch, walked around. There were a bunch of kids outside playing at the muddy waters. Some of them were even naked. LOL. If you zoom in my pictures you can actually see their, -COUGHS-. Yeahh. Hahaha. =X

But can see they played till very happy. (:
Happy for them when I see them laughing and smiling. (:

After that, it was DINNER.
Because it was the last night on the Cruise,
it was a very special dinner. ((:

The really nice and awesome waitress who had been serving us. :D

On that night they had a surprise birthday celebration for June Babies. Was really very surprised. Haha. Dad was one of them! Along with three others in our really big tour group. Haha. Three of them (including my dad) has the same birthday! So cool luh. ((:

After the dinner there was a session of phototaking. They provide costumes of Emperor and Empress to let you try on and take pictures. Haha. It was rather amusing. ((:

At night packed our luggages and sent them down to the first floor.
I was in my oversized OSIM tee, LOL. And Uncle Andrew, the joker of our tour group was hilarious!
He wore down his SILK gown and started promoting it. LOL.
Was laughing non-stop at his funny way of speech. Hahaha. (:

END OF DAY SEVENNNN.

2010-06-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

DAY SIX.

Second day on the Cruise.

This day was very short. Because I slept like throughout the whole day. Hahaha. Opps. There weren't a lot of things anyway la. LOL. Hehs. ((:

Boarded this little boat to see the Three Gorges. (:
Slept for most of the journey. LOL. =X

Cool right, this house? :D
It's like.. so fragile. Haha.

That was about all. Oh, there were holes with Coffins in them,
ON THE WALL. It was quite freaky. Missed it though.

After that trip on the boat, we went back, had lunch, watched 赤壁(下) on the television in the room. Then I fell asleep, all the way until 4pm. Woke up and watched HBO while waiting for my mother to wake up. Then my father came back and we went for dinner.

After dinner, we had a talent show put up by the crew members!
It was awesome ttm. Enjoyed myself a lot. ((:
Then it was back to the room and sleeping till the next day. Haha.

END OF DAY SIX.

I think this girl is cuteness beyond words. ((:

2010-06-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

DAY FIVE. (:
[First day on the Cruise.]

Our cruise ship. Victoria Jenna. :D
There's nothing much inside though. Haha.
I'll give you a tour inside later. (:

So in the morning after breakfast we went offshore to this.. uhh, place. LOL. I have no idea what you call it. Slept late the previous night, so didn't pay much attention. =X
Basically it's a designed system to bring boats from low water to high water, (or was it the other way around? Omg, I'm so sorry people. So fail.) Anyway, I wasn't interested because it was man-made. Haha. But it's quite cool, after hearing other people's explanation when I was more awake in the afternoon. Eeheehee.

Long queue at the toilet~
(There's no such thing as short queues in China. LOL.)

Pretty mini waterfall there. ((:

Obscene picture leading to a stairway,
and the wonderfully nice scenery up there. :D

Hi Dad. LOL. You look funny. ((:

After that we got stuck outside because the ship beside ours drove away and we couldn't enter the cruise. So our ship has to turn around and come closer to the shore. LOL. Spent the time basking in the horrible sun (but not as horrible as Singapore's. Tsktsk.) Ben was being funny. Because there was this lady from my group, she asked Ben if he knew Cha-cha. Then they started dancing Cha-Cha, in the middle of the street. Hahaha! Apparently Ben got all the wrong moves. LOL.

Lady: Wrong wrong! Aiyo, you don't know how to dance la!
Ben: Aiya, disco also don't dance Cha-Cha one!

LMAO. I swear Ben's the best! (Y) :D

And there was this other guy from another group..

Me: Hey Ben, what's your son's name?
Ben: My son is called Javier. (:
Other guy: Huh, not Benson ar? He is Ben's son what.

Lololol. Make sense right?! Haha.

And Ben is such a nice husband/father! He is always thinking about his family. (:
Even his phone's wallpaper is his son's picture. So sweet. :3

After lunch we got bored cos there was nothing to do.
We were waiting for the ship to cross the five hurdles.
Let me elaborate. :D

See this door? There are five of them in total.
During a certain time, the door will open.
And the ship will move forward, till it meets the next door.

After which, the first door will close, and the water level will rise,
until the ship is at the height of the next door. (The height increases.)

The water was at like, 30m at the fourth door. Scaryyy.
So yupps, the cycle repeats itself until the ship enters the fifth door,
then you're free. Hahaha.

The process is EXTREMELY long. Like 4-5 hours. So meanwhile,
we have nothing to do at all. So what do people do when they're bored?
One simple word: MAHJONG! :D

Hahaha. I played Mahjong with my mother, my tour leader and her husband.
Omg, i tell you. They use Automatic Mahjong tables! It's super cool!
However, I got so engrossed in the game, I forgot to take pictures. )):

This thing will flip up and ready-stacked tiles will be served up. It's damn cool!

You press the button and the dice will shake by itself. Hahaha.
No need throw. Then when you're done with the game,
you press the button that says, "Ascend/Descend" and the whole thing will ascend,
you then throw all your tiles inside the whole and press the button again.
Then the whole thing descends and it shuffles the tiles for you!
And when doing that, they give you another ready-stacked stack of tiles,
so you don't have to wait for it to be shuffled. SO COOL RIGHT. Haha. :D

Our kept scores at the end of the game.
I WAS THE BIGGEST WINNER. -Grins-
Won 157 RMB. Hahaha.

After the game we slacked there a bit. Couldn't balance our account.
The money lost was not the same amount of money won. Haha.

Ben was playing with this fascinating lamp.
You can pull it and it will stay there.
So you can pull it, push it, and adjust it to the height you want.
Cool right. Hahaha. :D

After a while, went up to the observation deck to see a big big bridge.
And there's where I met my Photography Friend! :D

After the bridge passed it was really boring already.
So went around the cruise taking pictures.
This is where you get a tour of the inside. Eeheehee. (:

Told you there was nothing much. LOL.

Okay la, there were some places I didn't take,

but it's just some shops around luh. Hehs.

Around evening time there was a Captain's welcoming reception.

Champagne was poured generously. Hahaha.

Then it was dinner and off to bed. (:
There was HBO on tv, so was rather entertained. :D

END OF DAY FIVEEEE. (:

2010-06-16T03:01:00.001+08:00

I like the way I'm posting every day. Makes me feel.. consistent. Hehs. And I'm finally doing something I said I'll do! :D I have a feeling nobody bothers reading this anyway. Hahaha.

And so on we go to..

DAY FOUR. :D

Took this at the first place we visited.
It was a place where they exhibit this particular artist's works.
He is AMAZING. He uses sand and real materials to paint.
No paint, no poster colours, all sand. (:
Photography wasn't allowed, so I can't show you guys how awesome it is. ):

So anyway after the exhibition we went to another section of the same place the previous day! Haha. Yes, that was the main attraction of the place, so we kept going back there. And on this really special day, Ben joined our group for that day's trip! :D

Lol, mother insisted taking this photo. I'm glad she did. ((:
Yes brenda, this was the Ben Yeo that i was talking about! HAHA.
Sorry for disappointing you. X]
He's a real nice fellow! And very very caring. (:

See? He kept helping this old man in our group. So sweet luh. ((:

This is my awesome tour group leader! :D
She's fantastic I tell ya. Haha. I hope she gets a promotion. ((:

This is the happiness bridge. They say that when you cross this bridge, hold hands with your significant other, and you will live in bliss. Needless to say, I was the only one with no hands to hold. LOL. Why? Because everyone in my tour group IS MARRIED. Hahaha. Oh, Ben didn't have hands to hold with too. Hehs. And there are these three people in my group (I call them the three witches), they were like wanting to hold Ben's hand to cross the bridge. And Ben was furiously rejecting their offer. It was hilarious ttm.

I call the three people the three witches not because I'm bad okay. Haha.
It's because they cackle. Like seriously, CACKLE.
Even my mum agrees with me about this. Hahaha.
They weren't very nice to me, but they are actually nice people I guess. LOL.

After climbing around that place, we went to one really unique place. It's the place of attraction that displays the culture of the tribe living in that part of China. Sat on a boat and learnt a lot of things. Heh. Sat behind Ben. :D

The tribe people there have a habit of calling "YOO WHEY!" when they meet others. Or they call that at the end of a song to mark its end. Oh they love to sing a lot. In fact, they sing to propose! :D

We were shouting YOO WHEY to everyone we see. Hahaha. :D

Anyway, their way of proposing:

The guy will sing 3 songs to propose to the girl. If the girl accepts the proposal, she will sing back to him telling him she accepts. The guy can then bring the girl home to marry. BUT. If the girl rejects the proposal, the guy has to STAY THERE FOR NINE YEARS, to serve the girl and to wash her feet. After nine years then the guy can be free and leave. COOL CULTURE RIGHT. HEH.

So anyway the MC wanted us to send a guy to sing to the girl there.
And we sent, BEN! :D Hahaha. He so poor thing, kena sabo-ed.
So he was totally caught off guard, and had to sing.

Ben being taught by the MC to sing to..

HER. :D

"I will succeed!" Says Ben. Haha.
He looks so adorable in this picture! (:

The proposal afterwards, WAS HILARIOUS LIKE MAD.

(Note: We were supposed to shout "YOO WHEY" after he finishes his song.)
(Double note: All these happened in Chinese.)

MC: Okay, ready? 1, 2, 3, SING.

Ben: [singing] 有一个美丽的小女孩，她的名字叫做小微..

Tour group: YOO WHEY!

(Burst out laughing because Ben wasn't even done singing)
(Ben stares at us with the evil eye, hahaha.)

Girl: [speaking] Sir, you're so smart. How did you know my name is 小微?

(Laughs and claps super loudly)

Girl: [singing] Sir you are so sweet, where did you come from?

Ben: [speaking] I come from Singapore. I have a wife and a kid at home.

MC: You have to sing it out! Cannot speak. It's a rule.

Ben: I'm not speaking! I'm RAPPING. Rapping is very IN now.

(Burst out laughing again)

Girl: [singing] Sir since you have a wife and a kid, why are you singing this to me?

Ben: [RAPPING] I married my wife last year, this year haven't marry yet. (LOL!)

Girl: [singing] Sir, sir, You are so fickle-minded and such a Casanova, I think you better stay here for nine years to wash my feet for me!

LMAO. I laughed until my stomach hurt! "I'm Rapping!" HAHAHA. :D
So anyway besides this epic episode, we saw some cool rocks!
Which will also be featured in the contest at the end of these entries.
I don't care how late it will be, I must have this contest. LOL.
I wanna see who has a creative mind. ((:

These are the males of the tribe there. The one with the bowl suddenly climbed into our boat and sat next to me! Scared me. LOL. Along the way I was so embarrassed!

MC: Who can guess when is the valentines' day for our tribe?
Someone: 14th Feb!
Someone else: 28th Feb!
Someone else else: 4th July! (LOL)
Male native: (To me) It's 3rd of March.
MC: Hmm, nobody seem to know.
Male native: (To me) Go on, say it. 3rd of March. (:
Me: 3rd of March!
MC: That little girl is correct! How smart! How did you know?
Me: (Points to male native) He told me.

Tourguide: Wow, our 啊哥 do not usually tell people things. Looks like you have been picked by our 啊哥! Once our 啊哥 picks you, you have to stay here and marry him and spend every valentines' day with him!

(Shocked, I looked at the male native, and he looked at me too. Then we both turned away instantly.)

Tourguide: Looks like we've got a young couple at the back! Oh look they're blushing!

Waaaaa, embarrassed like mad. Then throughout the journey the male native kept staring at me. And we kept looking at each other and turning away immediately. Hahaha. He was quite cute when he smile actually. ((:

After we left the place, we went to a place to buy jewellery.
Okay, I have to tell you about this awesome man I met.
If not interested y'all can skip the whole chunk beneath. But it's really nice. (:

This guy is the CEO of the jewelery company. He's Thai, actually. He seem to have quite a high status in Thailand. Lol. Anyway he was really excited to see us because we came from Singapore. In 2004, his parents were out at the tsunami place when the tsunami took place. The tsunami washed his father away, but his father was saved by a Singaporean. After knowing that, he and his family wanted to thank the person, but they didn't dare mention it because that guy lost his family in the tsunami. That person also rejected the jewelery and cash the family sent him. Hence after this incident, this man always felt an unusual bond between him and Singaporeans. (:

He was really nice. He gave us all a small piece of Jade, for free. And he exposed all the lies about Jade commercial companies try to feed us with. He told us not to buy anything in the shop, because he feels it's useless because Singapore sells these jewelery too. Then he sold us a gem necklace which actually cost hundreds Singapore dollars, at Singapore 10 bucks. And he threw in a free matching bracelet. WHAO.

And what's more? All the money made, he'll donate it to the temple to pray for his unborn baby's safe arrival to this Earth. Like OH MY GOSH, he is so freaking nice! If you think the company is doing well, and he doesn't need our money, you're wrong. The branch we were in was shutting down. He was there to sign the land over to the new owner.

SO NICE RIGHT. OMG. I bet he's gonna be an amazing Dad. (:
His child is supposedly arriving onto Earth on the 19th June 2010.
The doctor said the delivery might not be smooth. =/
So please people, help pray for him and his family.

Okay after all of that, we sat on our awesome comfortable bus for SEVEN hours to the Jetty.

During the ride, Ben made us sing songs. LOL.
Then we shared jokes and told ghost stories. It was damn fun. ((:
Best longest ride I have ever taken. :D
Wa I tell you, adults are really super dirty-minded la!
Most of the jokes made were dirty jokes! LOL.

When we reached the jetty, we said goodbye to our tourguide and driver,
and boarded the cruise. It was super late already, so we went to sleep. (:
Miss our tourguide and driver though. They were such awesome people. (:

Our tourguide. (:

And our driver. ((:

On this day, I got a new frienddddd. :D

What could it be? :O

Ahh, it's a 娃娃鱼! :D
The real thing actually cries at night. Haha.
Isn't it adorable? :D

Me: Eh Ben! I'm naming my 娃娃鱼 "Ah Ben", after you! Aren't you honoured? ^^
Ben: [stares at the fish] Cannot laaaaa. I'm so much cuter!

LMAO, yes Ben, you're the cutest! ((:

Oh for people who do not know, I have liked Ben since a very long time ago.
Hahaha, everytime go Northpoint I'll see his poster and tell the person I'm with that he's cute.
LOL. Even Deborah was like saying, "Eh, the guy you like" when we walked past it. :D
He's much more awesome in real life. :D

KAY, END OF DAY FOUR.

2010-06-15T01:10:00.000+08:00

Okie Dokie Hokie Pokie.

This is going too slow. Haha.

DAY THREE.

Can you guess whose bed is whose? Heehee.

Went back to the place we visited the previous day.
This time we went to a different section of the place.
Went to see water and streams. ((:

See that guy in front of my dad? (The one kneeling)
He was taking pictures. LOL. So professional. :D

Saw a lot of MONKEYS there! :D
Adorable creatures. ((:

That's a baby monkey the mother is holding. Aww. :3

And plenty of that where it came from. Haha.
When it was time to gather, we left the place.
Was waiting to be gathered, but then..

SOMEONE GOT LOST INSIDE THE WOODS. D:

According to the guide,
she was at a place that's impossible to find.
And it will take an hour to come out. :O
So we waited and waited and waited. (It was a long wait.)
Stood outside this pounding stall while waiting.

They were pounding some sweet thing into very thin slices. Pretty nice, but the thing sticks onto your teeth and it feels horrible because you spend twice the time eating to remove it from your teeth.

After our member was rescued from the woods, we went for lunchhh.
The food there is, too spicy, too salty, too oily.
But that's the way the people over there likes it. -shrugs-
AND after lunch, we headed to the place where the Legendary Floating Mountains were.

Apparently the Hallelujah mountains (the famous mountain from Avatar the movie) was not the only spotlight there. There's this thing called the natural bridge. They say it's the first bridge ever because it was there by nature, not built. Pretty awesome stuff. But for me, I was too busy getting awed at how freaking high the place is, I didn't notice the bridge at first! LOL.

DAMN HIGH PLEASE. SO SCARY.

I actually have no idea if they are referring to the same bridge. LOL.

There. The bridge. (:
Pretty awesome, considering it's a work of God's. :D

AND FINALLY.
THE MOMENT YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR.
THE HALLELUJAH MOUNTAINS.
(It's rather different, so please don't be disappointed.)

JA-JANG. :D
Told you it's different.
AND YES, DUDE, IT AIN'T FLOATING.
That's Hollywood special effects, genius.

After all of that, we had a dinner and a performance.
Hosted by a superstar! Eeheehee. :D

Had a nice time over there. (:
And there was the place that I found out something super amazing.

There was a guy of age 16, in the other group! (There were 8 groups.)
And he is the ONLY youngster in that group too! Hahaha. So amazing can! :D
And and, he was super sweet to his parents and grandparents! (:

I really detest people with no theater etiquette.
There was a group that left right smack in the middle of a performance!
So darn rude, and the natives were performing just for us somemore. D<

Went back our hotel after a longggg day. The hotel had really cute shower heads. Hahaha. Nowadays all China hotel look like that already. Those high class ones ofcourse. Hey didn't I type that before? LOL.

Cute eh? Lol. And I was trying to waste my camera battery that night.

四连拍! Hahaha. :D

END OF DAY THREE.

2010-06-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO. Alright. A little pause on China.

LOL, my current life is getting neglected.

I laughed real hard at this just now.

Definition of Love in Urban Dictionary.

1. The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone. Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete. This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa. It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them. Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

2. nature's way of tricking people into reproducing

LMAO. What a comparison! X]

2010-06-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

DAY TWO.

We pulled the two beds together and placed a mattress in the middle.
So all three of us slept together on the big comfy bed! Smart eh? Heh.

Went to sit a cable car, up to a super high place.
I was so terrified of the cable car! So highhhh! =S

So scary luhhh. Omg. Thank God it was a closed cable car.
Went to this place to look see, look see. Haha.
Took some shots of random stuff. Eh heh heh.
Then after that we went to this AMAZING hole.

Apparently when airplanes were first flown,
one of the pilot flew the airplane through this hole,
and came out undamaged.
After that incident, this hole became super famous.

This amazing hole was simply breath-taking.
No, I mean literally, it took our breath away.
Because..

We had to climb 999 steps to reach the top!
By the time you reached up there, your breath will be gone.
It was SUPER tiring.
What's worse, the 999 steps were steep like crap!
That's why in the picture they don't look like 999 steps.

This was the view behind the hole.
The breeze there is unbelievably cooling.
Shiok ttm, makes you not want to leave. Hahaha.

P.S. If you think climbing up 999 steps is easy, try climbing DOWN 999 steps. My legs turned soft when I reached the bottom of the steps. Haha. Eh what, I'm afraid of heights okay! Not because I'm weak! LOL.

After this amazing hole, we went to another place. ((:
At this place, we sat a monorail to look at rocks,
that has a resemblance to other things. It's kinda hard to explain.
At the end of my postings, I'll have a competition about it.
I'll explain more then kay. Haha. Stay tuned! (:

That night, the hotel we stayed in was damn cool. Haha.
Check this out!

YOU CAN SEE THROUGH, INTO THE BATHROOM,
FROM THE OUTSIDE. HAHAHA.

Then if you want your own space, you can pull down that curtain.
Cool right! We were so amused by it la. LMAO.

Had some trouble sleeping at first.
But after that slept like a log till morning. ((:

END OF DAY TWO.

2010-06-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

Yes, there is no doubt about it.

I'm here to tell you all about my China Trip!

YAY. With Pictures! Double Yay! :D

But I have to wait till the photos are all uploaded,

so I'll take a step at a time kay.

HELLO. IT'S TEN DAYS LEH.

What did you expect?! Haha.

DAY ONE.

Got on a morning flight (like 2am in the morning) to Shen Zhen Airport.

I just loveeeee Changi Airport! ♥

The facilities are so nice and it's so, welcoming. ((:

Anyway there were TONS of people there.

Many of them were students who came Singapore to study, I suspect.

Anyway, I was terrified when I saw the crowd.

Because I was the only youngster around!

The rest checking in were all old people. )):

So then, after checking in we flew to ShenZhen. After that we took another flight to ChangSha Airport. Was super tiring. Slept the whole trip through. Got some awesome photos of the sky while sitting at the window seat though. The clouds were really pretty. Heh. (:

I think Clouds are the most amazing things, ever. (:

That's Sunrise for you. Heh.
I watched the Sunrise with my beloved Cammie. ((:

After we arrived at the place, 张家界, it was about afternoon timing. You know how flight can throw you off your balance? So yeah, didn't have the energy to pay so much attention. But we went to visit some place, where they preserve stuff. There were many things, but there was one ultimate exhibition. A real life person preserved. It was rather disturbing.

Oh, and by then, I found out I was the only person who was under the age of 45 in my whole tour group. Saddening, yes. But did I regret going on the trip? No. (:
Sometimes adults are so much more fun to be with than youngsters. :D

Dad found these firecrackers at a wedding place.
These are real, they actually explode! Haha.
The people in my group were telling me how they used to play this all day long,
back when it was still legal. I'm so envious. (:

There. This is the preserved body I saw. -shudders-
Over 200 years y'know. Or was it 2000? =X

And that was the end of day one. (:
Well technically we still did other things,
but I was way too tired to bother about it. =/

The hotel we stayed in that night was super comfy!
Went straight to Lalaland after my head hit the pillow.

Okay, I shall update my trip day by day. :D
More organised also. Eeheehee.
So stayed tuned! The best parts are at the back! ;D

2010-06-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

I feel sad.

Because I didnt do what I said I'll do.

Boo. I didnt blog about China.
At least not when I woke up.
I went out to study with Venus and Pris instead.
Oh no. Nevermind, I WILL blog about it
By hook or by crook!
[ Darn, but I'm always saying that. )): ]

2010-06-10T03:27:00.000+08:00

Up, up, and away.

Took this at Bryan's. (:

Can't wait to go there again! :D

Ohh, heard he got a new dog!

Bet Jovi isn't gonna turn up the next time.

Hahaha. I love my friends! (:

And PC is gonna name his soon-to-be new family members,

Bryan 1 and Bryan 2! Haha. Three cheers for the Bryans. :D

Anyway It's 3 in the morning and I can't sleep.

It's a horrible feeling. Pfft.

Is it me or is it that a person's bladder fills up rapidly,

when he/she stays up in the morning? O.O

I sure hope it's the latter. LOL.

Anyway found this on the net and it seems fun. :D

It says, Bold if it applies to you. (:

I believe in love at first sight. I don’t kill bugs. I’ve failed a test. I’ve seen a shooting star. I have brown eyes. I like to sleep. I don’t take compliments well. I love Winnie the Pooh. I own a lot of DVDs. I couldn’t live without music. I’m scared of snakes. I’m not allergic to anything. I like apples. I’ve been on a plane. I’m more of a talker than a listener. I have siblings. I’m a perfectionist. I wish my life was a musical. My ears are pierced. I like techno music. I think I’m a good person. I’ve had surgery. I bite my nails. I like sunny days. I watch Hannah Montana. I don’t like chocolate. I’m a health freak. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I love to dress up. I like neon colors. I believe in God. I read fanfiction. My razor is blue. I own a lot of stuffed animals. I’ve had sex on the first date. I’ve seen the Northern Lights. My toenails are painted. I’ve been in love. I always do my homework. I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender. I’ve cried myself to sleep before. I can speak more than three languages. I’ve accidentally caught something on fire. My toothbrush is green. I’ve laughed out loud today. I’m a student. I’ve smoked weed. I can do the splits. I drink coffee. I have a driver’s licence. I have dated my best friend’s ex. I am currently in my pajamas. I would rather swim in the ocean than a lake. I cry easily. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I’ve been called a slut. I have scars. I love my friends. I’ve had braces. I’m online 24/7. I like sushi. I live in a small town. I often hide my emotions. I have read a Jane Austen novel. I have long hair. I love to shop. I like being the center of attention. I’ve seen my favorite movie more than ten times. I’m sarcastic. I’m picky about grammar. I am a morning person. I’ve been to Africa. I’ve hugged a stranger. I worry too much. I read the labels on the shampoo bottle. I’m wearing a black shirt. I’m an excellent cook. I love scary movies. I have been to over five countries. I’m a dreamer. I have freckles. I am currently in a relationship. My favorite song makes me cry. I use “lol” in real-life conversations. I am shy around the opposite sex. I went to camp as a kid. I have gotten stitches. I’ve fallen asleep in class. I like pizza. I would consider living abroad. I love Disney movies. I have a tattoo. I’ve run a red light. I wear contact lenses. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. My biological parents are still together. I have more than two piercings. I open up to others too easily. I’ve consumed alcohol. I am left-handed. I’ve had a crush on someone of the opposite gender. I’ve skipped an entire day of school. I believe in ghosts. I’ve been skiing. I’m addicted to Facebook. I feel strongly about equal rights. I shower every day. I can play a musical instrument. I am happy with my life. I have been cheated on. I have danced in the rain. I would rather take the picture than be in the picture. My days are fast-paced. I sleep on my side. I can’t dive without plugging my nose. I am a television addict. I’ve kissed someone and regretted it. I believe in Santa Claus. I have many regrets. I read for fun. I’ve participated in a snowball fight. I’ve been in a play. I nap a lot. I have low self-esteem. I’m good at remembering faces. I have ran into a glass/screen door. I use my fingers to do simple math. I bite my lip when I’m nervous. I have a good singing voice. I swear a lot. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve had my heart broken. I’m prone to getting colds. I have betrayed a friend. I’m stubborn. I wish I could fly. I have had a dream come true. I believe in myself.

I deliberated a while over the last one. Kept asking myself, "Do I?"

The truth is, I have no idea at all.

Okay, my imagination is getting the better of me.

I shall go try to sleep.

2010-06-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

Blog Song Changed. :D

My First Kiss by 3OH!3 Feat. Ke$ha.

Heh, it's a cute song. ^^

Addictive too, Haha. I like the part where they went,

"Woooooooooo~" :D

2010-06-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK, PEOPLE. :D

Hello to you, you and you. ^^

I'm not gonna lie, the trip was awesome!

But there were terrible parts too, ofcourse. (:

I'm gonna post about my whole trip when I wake up!

No more procrastination. This time I WILL. Hahaa.

It was really fantastic. And since I was always alone,

it left me to think and reflect a lot. So yupps.

Gonna share it with you guys if y'all don't mind. :D

Got some nice pics! Let me tell you something.

Everyone else had cameras 5 times the size of Cammie.

It was horrible. Felt so diminished. LOL.

Made a Photography Friend on the Cruise! :D

We were discussing about Canon lenses very passionately. Hahaha.

Alright, I'll tell you more the next time I blog alright. ((:

Right now got a few things to announce.

HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY SOULMATE! ♥

Sorry I couldnt be there to wish you on the spot.

Y'know, they celebrated June babies' birthdays on the Cruise,

and there were 3 people in my group whose birthday falls on 7th!

Was singing birthday song for you in China. ((:

HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY KELLY! ♥

Glad to see you had fun on your birthday!

16th's a milestone and it should be fantastic.

(Not like mine. Pfft.)

Anyway you too, I was singing birthday song

for you on the plane at 12am. Hahahaha. :D

& WELCOME HOME, SEAN! ♥

[Aww, no picture.. YET. :D]

Awesome to be home isn't it? ((:

Haha, great to have you back in blistering hot Singapore.

Meet up soon alright! I'm free almost everyday now! ^^

Heh. It is SO nice to be back in Singapore.

Ten days in China can mess with your mind

(And stomach) a little. Hahaha.

2010-05-30T01:35:00.001+08:00

There. Just as promised.

A post from the Airport! :D

Thankyou OTP, Cass and Deb for msging me.

You guys are the only ones. Hahaha.

OTP best laaaa, can't wait to see you back in Singapore!

Have fun in Taiwan kay! :D

Okay I shall go use OSIM uSqueeze.

FOR FREE. Hahaa. (Sounding very Sharlene here)

TEE~~huixian~~HEE.

Goodbye Singapore. (:

2010-05-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

If only the plane I'm gonna take has a destination

where there'll be no worries and troubles.

Sailing across the unending blue sky, yet it only reminds

me of how restricted I am in reality.

Oh, the Irony.

Leaving for the Airport in a few hours. ((:

Don't miss me too much, people. Haha.

Really really hope that my tour will have youngsters. LOL.

Not those rebellious and stuck-up people though.

Hope I'll be able to learn some things,

and not to mention, snap some awesome pictures! :D

I'm going to the "Hallelujah Mountains", for those people who watch Avatar. LOL.

At least I'm leaving Singapore with a good memory.

And that is the Bicult Programme. :D

Although many people are still hating it,

I liked it a lot a lot a lot! (:

Got to see very interesting stuff and funny incidents.

Somehow increased bonding too, I guess. Haha.

I remember:

- Jovi as Principal. :D

- Zoenin as the Principal's daughter.

- OngMin as the scary person!

- Desmond as the possessed guy.

- Pengfei as -COUGHS-. ^^

- Bryan as a late loner. Hahaha!

- Paola as a GIRLFRIEND. ((:

- PC as the unreasonable PE teacher!

- JunWei as a BUG. LMAO.

- XiaoHui as a romantic guy.

- Richmond and Samuel as hilarious people!

And many many more! :D

Maybe I'm someone who loves films and movies,

that's why I liked the programme a lot. (:

This is gonna be a very big part of my high school fun memories.

(Given that there's almost none.)

Alright, I needa go already.

My mother can't stand the weather and wants air-con!

I'll post at the airport again I guess. Hee. :D

See ya, guys! (:

2010-05-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

This week has been hectic. Every day in school till 5.

Now still have to complete a film in less than 9 hours.

But nonetheless learnt a lot during the talks. :D

Note to self:

Blog about 220510 and 230510 after being busy. (:

2010-05-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

We've all got problems.

We've all got troubles.
We've all got a brittle side,

no matter how strong we appear.

After all, We're only Human.

If anyone, anyone at all, you need someone to confide into,

come find me, I want to be of help.

You do not have to face everything alone.

Even Superman needs help, y'know.

Some people ask me why I am being so crazy.

I'm stuck in a mad world myself,

and I want to help others, when I can't even help myself.

I guess I just want to be there for someone.

I want that someone to feel a sense of comfort that I am not able to get.

Basically, I want lesser me(s) in this world.

So anyone who needs help,

my ears are open and my shoulders are free. (:

2010-05-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

When we do not give two hoots about the world,

and act as if everything is going to be alright.

I want to change my blogskin. LOL.

I hate it that my pictures are so compressed!

Makes me not want to upload pics here. Rawr.

Anyway had YOG carnival and Gan's birthday celebration yesterday. (:

Was super fail by the way. She spoilt all our surprises. LOL.

These two mascots are so adorable!

Merly (Blue) slapped Sharlene and me!

LOL.

Ultimate Frisbee. ((:

Happy belated birthday OTP! :D

P.S : Don't like your short post! LOL.

We deserve better, yo! X]

Went for piano after school today.

Was fun. Had fun revising everything I forgot. LOL.

I think it's like super fun to decipher what examiners write.

Hahaha. I laugh everytime Adeline can't make out a word.

Anyway Adeline said she's gonna watch Shrek with her brother.

I got all excited and next thing you know, GASP,

I was in the same cinema with my mum. Haha.

The show is awesome. :D

Hilarious like crap. Especially Puss! HAHA.

But the last part is TOTALLY beauty and the beast.

Great cinema audience. ((:

Failed in throwing popcorn at Adeline though. LOL.

Tomorrow is the unofficial last day of school.

Excited? You bet your boots I am. (:

I just hope we aint getting results slip tmr. =S

And finally, to you:

Congrats, you've won the meanest teacher award of the day!

Wanna engrave your name on the trophy?

P.S. I hope you get the subtle hint and back off.

My life is screwed enough without you pouring salt onto my wound.

I'm beginning to think that you just find great pleasure in tearing me apart,

and secretly hoping that I'll break down and cry, in endless anticipation.

Congrats, you've succeeded. Hoo-ray.

2010-05-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

So ironic.

My blog song is such a happy one,

but it's making me cry.

2010-05-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Beautiful Sky Today.

How Ironic, I saw this right after I got back Math Paper.

After Math:

Me: MrLiu, thank you for your guidance and patience. I'm sorry I failed again.

Mr Liu: Very close already. It's a 19 right?

Me: -nods head silently-

Mr Liu: Close already. Next one sure pass one. Next time alright?

Me: Mmm. Thankyou Mr Liu. I'll do better next time.

I almost brawled like a baby in front of Mr Liu.

I've disappointed him again and again,

and he still tells me "Next time sure pass".

I felt a feeling so strong it made me wanna cry.

I guess, this should be the feeling that I should get from my family.

Right?

"Next time sure can pass. Next time alright?"

He didn't shake his head and go, "I expected it".

Or look away and say, "So what's new?"

Neither did he shout at me saying I'm stupid,

can't get simple things right.

Or jump to conclusions saying I must not have studied.

That's what parents are supposed to do, no?

That's the encouragement I should get, no?

Sigh.

2010-05-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

I don't like you. I really don't like you.

I didn't ask. Why are you answering.

Keep your comments to yourself.

It hurts alright, it actually hurts.

But since you're so insensitive,

I don't think you'll ever realise.

It's disturbing to know that my impression of you,

was so warped in the past. Blind me.

2010-05-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

Click to Enlarge! :D

I love my soulmate to the max max max max! (:

So to sum it all up today,

Blockie, Kelly and Soulmate made my day. ((:

2010-05-10T22:11:00.003+08:00

I would very much like to self-delude,

and tell myself, things are the way I think they are.

But I have allowed myself to fall into that trap,

and got out with uncountable scars and wounds.

I don't want to believe anymore.

I don't want to get hurt anymore.

Can you save me all these agony?

Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night.

2010-05-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

Was gonna rant like crap about my stupid brother,

but Thank God for Kelly.

Feel so much better venting everything out now.

Although I still havent finish using my newly discovered

swearing vocab on my brother mentally.

My anger is somewhat subdued,

cos I remembered something on the book Yuxian lent me.

God created anger not for you to lash out

when you feel you personally have been

wronged, but to do what is in your power

to make the wrong things you see, right.

Strangely enough, I don't feel angry anymore after recalling that.

Works of God. Lol. (Okay, so I'm not that alright to put a smiley)

Soulmate, if you see this,

shall we plan an escapade from our horrible families after exams?

Cannot stand it. Cannot stand them. Cannot stand myself.

Kelly, thankyou for being there.

2010-05-10T19:47:00.001+08:00

If you had one wish, what will you wish for?

Damn it, EoM totally took my whole day of studying.

And I'm still not done with it! Pissed ttm. Argh.

If things continue this way,

I'll only have a day to study SEVEN chapters on bio.

A N D I W I L L D I E .

Horribly.

I'm not even prepared for Math. I'm so dead.

Lord, please, I'm crying out to you,

please help me. I cannot afford to do badly anymore.

I really don't know what else to do.

But I don't want things to end this way,

without me putting in my best effort.

Please help me. Gahhs.

I think right now the only thing I can do is

hurry complete my EoM and try to study.

With time running out, what else can I do.

I haven't even spam math practices. AHHH. I need time.

Maybe I should just skip school and spend the day studying.

NOW THAT'S AN APPEALING THOUGHT. :D

Anyway, before I go off to torture my brain cells once again,

I just wanna say..

SOTONG OWNS BLURBLOCK.

and

BLURBLOCK ~~ROCKS~~ BLOCKS! :D

Hahaha, Blurblock so cute.

Thanks Blockie, you made my day! :D

Loves! (:

2010-05-08T17:12:00.002+08:00

SPECIAL REPORT NUMBER 2.

Hahaha, hilarious like mad.

Bucketman Francis

i think i tried another quiz and i got bulbasaur

I'm charizard.

shit

Lol. Flamethrower.

leech seed~!

Flamethrower. Bulbasaur fainted.

Bucketman Francis

ohmy, what's happening?

it seems like in determination to defeat charizard for francis,

bulbasaur has evolved into articuno! wow! articuno, go! icebeam!

Jun Wei

Benjamin, I Choose You!

Benjamin Stares At Articuno...It's Super Effective!

Articuno Fainted. Benjamin Levels Up!

I laughed like mad when I read the last two comments!

LMAO. Seriously, (Y)! :D

I miss those Pokemon days. ):

Miss my childhood. Haha.

I'll always be jumping and shouting,

"Get up Pikachu!" LOL. X]

Last time we used to have a stack of Pokemon discs.

The very very first edition of Pokemon.

Brother and I will spam watching it. Haha. :D

I remembered I cried when Ash released Butterfree.

It was so touching!

If you're laughing at me, HSIAOTIEN CRIED TOO.

Hahaha. See, not only me kay. (:

2010-05-08T16:48:00.001+08:00

Was on STOMP randomly reading.
And saw this post about a girl and her bf.

She posted nude photos and described explicit stuff on her public blog.

There this part from her blog.

I shall copy exactly. Lol.

I cannot stand her English. Like seriously.

well , this dearie of mine .

rahh ~ wanna make me tie to him =x

so he do something ~

and what dat .

wanna make me pregnant by shooting it in .

aww !! idiotic rite :x well .

fullstop .

Like, EWWW. Get a room! -vomits-

I feel really disgusted that she did this.

But I'm in no position to judge why she did it.

The reason I'm posting about this is because

I saw this comment that made me laugh.

There were many comments about how awful,

how slutty she is, how shameful she should be,

how she did things without thinking about the consequences.

There were even shocking leaks that she was someone else's sex mate,

when she seemed so devoted to her bf.

Then suddenly this guy commented.

"I wouldn't dig that tiny cup size"

That's it man, i burst out laughing.

The comment is so.. OFF! Haha!

It cracked me up. X}
But when I was laughing, I saw another comment.

"I know this girl. Her name is Grace."

PIANGZ.
Stopped laughing immediately.

Okay, end of special report. HAHA.

Going Mothers' day Dinner with Family later! :D

2010-05-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

I will stop correcting people's English.